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WITHOUT YOU.... I'M HAPPIER.

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Image source-  Favim. Scars and wounds which you gave, Still fresh and deep; Time flew away, Leaving these behind. Memories and hatred which you left behind, Kills me each day; Making me a bit stronger, With every passing day. A broken heart was the gift, In return of my love and care; I regret now for loving you, You'll regret later for leaving me. With each new day, Hatred for you increases; The love died long back, The day you decided to leave. A happier person I'm now, Without you in my life, Without you around my mind, Without you anywhere near me; The world seems a lot better now, Giving me a new meaning to live, With a happy heart and, A sunshine smile.

PAPA.

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“Any man can be a FATHER but it takes someone special to be a DAD!” -Anne Geddes These lines are true enough, and nobody can say a NO to this. For me my DAD was the best father in the world and he’ll be so forever and ever. Though he left this world and went away to place from where returning back is impossible, I know he’s with me every minute and every second of my life. Writing down something on papa always takes me back to the times when memories were created and I being small enough couldn’t realize that these moments won’t ever come back. No one could have imagined so, but god was cruel and he played his part and took away my papa, my superhero. I still remember how I ran behind him and how we enjoyed the times we spent together. How my papa became my protecting shield and saved me from being scolded by mummy. How I got everything I asked for even after mummy said not to bring that, those were times which will never come back. Those are simply memories now. Image S...

I MISS YOU MY SUPERHERO.

“Papa, Papa, Papa. We’ll go to Aquatica (water park) this Sunday, please?” I said. “Ok beta, we’ll surely go.” Replied papa and I hugged him. It was Saturday afternoon when papa came upstairs from the shop for the lunch. He took his lunch and a small nap and went back to the shop downstairs. After he went down, he had a sudden pain in his chest. The employees took him to his cabin and made him lie down. The condition worsened and then the employee decided to call and inform the family members. He called and said, “Ma’am, sir is sick. He is having a serious pain in his chest.” After hearing this, Deepa, my mother ran downstairs with the hot water bag. Things were normal for a while but again he felt the pain and he was unable to bear it. Seeing this, the employees suggested my mother to call the ambulance and take him to the hospital. The ambulance came and papa was taken DSP (Durgapur Steel Plant) main hospital. The weather then turned out to be rainy and the storm started. It w...

THE UNSENT LETTER... TO MY PAPA.

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Dear papa, Everyone says that you’re no more, and they say that now you’re a star. A star shining bright in the sky and you’re protecting us from there. How did you leave us and go, papa? Was it easy for you? I know papa you were forced. We loved you so much still god took away you from us, far away. I cry every night and I always wish that you were here. You would have told me then, “Don’t cry beta, you superhero is here.” Papa, I miss hearing beta from you, I miss your voice. I miss the way you made me understood everything. I promise to be a good girl but papa, please come back? I won’t disobey mummy or fight with my sister, I would listen to dadi and take care of everyone. But please, come back papa. The day you were admitted in the hospital, I prayed to god as dadi always said that god listens to his children’s prayers. But papa, that day god didn’t listen to me and he took you away from us. Now I don’t believe in god as he took away my superhero from me. We miss you so much ...

FROM CHUTKI... TO PAPA..

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Dear papa, I miss you. You must be missing us too, right? You know papa the last time I saw you, I couldn’t believe that you’re no more. And even today I feel like you’ll come back. Is it possible? Everyone now says that you’re a star and you’re shining in the sky, watching us and protecting us. It’s been ten years now and I still want you to come back. Mummy misses you; dadi and Paridhi, even they miss you. Do you like to see us cry? I know papa you don’t like it but even you’re helpless. I’ll take care of everyone and make them proud. Soon you’ll be a proud father papa. Everyone says that coming back is impossible but I still believe you’ll come back and I know it’s impossible. Yours lovingly, Chutki. I MISS YOU PAPA. Shining up above in the sky, Shedding a few tears, Forcefully taken there, There he lies.. There he lies.. There you lie papa.. There you lie.. My only wish is to get you back,  though it's impossible.. It's my only wish.. My only wi...